Last night I was driving home from the mall w one of my closest friends. We were discussing how I'm going to be missing a few good friends and how they will be missing me. As we were on this topic my thoughts traveled to those people I will be missing greatly. While thinking of each one and seeing how different they were from each other I also saw something else.. a little bit of me. From fashion to books, from gaming to courage, from feisty-ness to hugs and I love you's, I have left some type of impression on each and everyone of them. Even to my little Puma in training! After seeing how there was a little piece of me in them it made me see there is a little piece of them in me. Ive tried many new things, MADE new things, accepted more things, and learn to appreciate more things. Seeing this brought tears to my eyes.. could I have asked for anything better than becoming a better person by the help of such great friends? Such amazing people? I think not. I never underestimated their value.. but I now see how much they would be missed if gone..
I'm leaving in a little over 2 weeks. I'm a bit scared and a bit stressed. Though not a single one of those friends is asking me to stay (well not in a 100% seriousness lol) but instead happy I'm doing something with my life and now are excited to have somewhere to visit! Another big factor that is keeping me sane is what is waiting for me out in WA. My 2nd family. Someone who has a huge part of my heart.. and she will be here in 5 days! We will party w all our friends, then pack, and be on our way to our new life as roomies. This is what helps wash away all the fear and stress.
For the few of you who I am talking about.. you will be terribly missed.
You know who you are.. "Stated simply: I love you" <3